It's My Life

Silence makes Peace !!!

2012-01-16T01:35:00.000-08:00

Let my SILENCE make PEACE in dis world.......................................

Need of a shoulder at difficult times !!!

2011-12-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

No one in dis world can escape frm difficult times destined to them....and during tat difficult times we luk for a shoulder to share our feelings..Ofcourse i too had those tough moments in lyf but luckily had a few gud frnds who shared it to make my lyf easier..Over a period of time...i made myself strong enuf to handle d situations..And situations go over me...in a way there r lot of people who need my shoulder to share their difficult moments... Thank god for giving an opportunity to help my gud old frnds in dis regard...at their difficult times.. It was really gud to see wen some one get light by dumping their sorrows... & get a better lyf becoz of us..I will always do my best to pull them out frm their problems.. after all wat we got to take away in dis world other than earning some gud people to think abt us... wen we r not der...

FB not so interesting !!

2011-12-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

After a long while...tried my hands on d so called FB due to peer pressure....nothing much to my interest into it... jus d same old discussions..b'day wishes...random pic uploads...& nonsense comments to keep dragging d discusssions..Only thing i found useful to get in touch wid old friends at a click at times of need..Got to know a few old frnds... & shared a few msg.s ...Jus lyk a post mail in old times....To my opinion puttin too much time into FB is a waste of time...but a gud time pass at office hr.s to read random stuff :).....

Back to Networking !!!!

2011-12-10T10:07:00.001-08:00

Its been a long time...hardly remember any kindoff networking i did in d past years of my lyf..... Jus kept myself out of reach.. yet in touch wid my close ppl.. somehow... Back to an active state...free frm all bad things.... bad ppl. in lyf.. Lot of learnings how ppl. might change.....Let me know more abt dis world & wat all kind off ppl remain in dis world....so here i'm into FB which i restrained for a long time....Let d bad things dont stop me frm getting gud things in dis world.....atleast god help me in dis for all d gud things i did for d ppl...

Soniyae Hiriyae......

2011-11-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

Jus watched one of my favourite videos....& the lines flowed through d memories......
Soniye Hiriye Teri Yaad Aandi Ye
Seene Vich Tadapta Hai Dil Jaan Jaandi Ye.
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar Ni..
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar
Tu Aaja Tenu Rabda Wasta..
Udekta Main Tera RastaKinna
Tenu Chaava Ey Na Samjhi Tu..
Tere Naam Kitti Zindagii,
Jab Tu Milengi Tenu Dassange
Tere Naal Meri Har Khusi
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar Ni..
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar
Tu Aaja Tenu Rabda Wasta..
Udekta Main Tera Rasta
Soniye Hiriye Teri Yaad Aandi Ye
Seene Vich Tadapta Hai Dil Jaan Jaandi Ye
Suna Suna Dil Da Aasiyaana Hai
Suni Zameen Ho Asmaa..
Khoya Khoya Renda Mera Paagal
DilAaja Laut Ke Hun Aa Bhi Jaa
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar Ni..
Tuhi Jind Meri Ye Dil Da Karaar
Tu Aaja Tenu Rabda Wasta..
Udekta Main Tera Rasta
Soniye Hiriye Teri Yaad Aandi Ye
Seene Vich Tadapta Hai Dil Jaan Jaandi Ye...........

World Remains D same No matter wat happens

2011-10-11T12:18:00.000-07:00

One thing i really cant understand watso ever d way i change myself still d world arnd me remains d same....Is it wrong on my part or is tat d world doesnt hav any effect of changes happening arnd.......Tried my level to be honest..trustful....wat ever way lyf has to be defined..Dono wat to say but feel lil heavy inside at times & feel lyk bursting out loud .....Putting everything deep inside steals away all d happiness from my lyf....Always dream of going to a lonely island where me & d blue sea r d only thing to be left in d planet......I want to see d real person inside me......Wish to come out of my fake character & want to be myself.....Ofcourse it pains a lot inside but dis mechanical lyf doesnt allow anytime for d feelings to flow out.....People do remain d same as days roll over no matter wat happens...jus a fakin smile & fakin words all left over in dis world... Y dont dis world be real & people be themselves.... Y cant they show out wat they r really instead of masking behind d screens.....TRUTH IS BITTER but its always BETTER....No options left out for me.. I'M WHAT I'M...Unluckily God doesnt make me gud for all....I'm gud for a few in dis world..but... bad for quite a lot in dis world....wat to do.. God made me so... Regret for losing some gud things in lyf....but cant reverse d lyf at the push of a button...Everything wud hav been better if it was talked rightly at d right time.....Its already late...........Cant take d sinking ship out of sea after hitting d rock.... As said in GITA......."wat ever happened was for gud, Wat ever happening is for gud, Wat ever going to happen will also be gud"......

Hidden Joy of Lyf !!!!

2011-09-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

No one can see wat we call as joy..... but still it's a wonderful feelin tat makes lyf so wonderful in dis world..Joy is not only wat we get in lyf,it may also be wat we wont be getting in dis lyf......Lyf is filled tons & tons of hidden joy in it... It's all how we explore it to feel it......Sometimes i think of d smile i see on a small kid wen i giv some chocolate to it....d smile i see wen i giv somethin to my apartment security.....somethin flies inside sayin tat i made someone happy in dis world...Do we ever think tat all such people are goin to be in our lyf, ofcourse its a known fact they r not goin to be... but still d moment has got a hidden joy in it..... There r lot such incidents happen in dis world which we hardly recognize to feel d hidden joy.....Somethin inside makes me feel gud....Its not only d tragedies i write up ..i do feel gud abt writing times wen i felt happy in my lyf...Its been a long time since i came through some of the difficult paths in lyf...but god is always der to take care of me all through d difficulties...It took me from 'y i'm der in dis world' to 'wat i shud do in dis world'...Rememberin d sleepless & foodless days spent waitin for a single word ..from a world where i was left alone in dis planet...to d current situation of njoyin d hidden joy...It's somethin special which appears in front of our eyes wen we close it for a moment..no matter we r sad or happy...d only wonderful thing in dis world splashinacross d eyes says wat for we r here.....Such a wonderful person .....though it was a short period in my lyf my heart cud understand wat was d magic inside the person.....Sometimes i feel dumb & proud to let it go of my hand...hoping tat atleast somewhere d person wil be happy.At times i do feel lonely, not able to see tat wonderful smilin face tat remains in d eyes for ever.....Bein so beautiful & kind is definetly not d person's fault but stealin others heart might be...i may be a part of d person's lyf but for me d person is in every moment of my lyf no matter wat soever happens "TO THE WORLD YOU MAY BE A PERSON, BUT TO SOME PERSON YOU MAY BE THE WORLD"....ofcourse whoever comes across d person wont ever miss such a sweet person from their lyf......May be i'm d only unlucky person who had missed it.......It's k at times missin somethin also gives happiness....All these days i never been wid d person but d sweet person always speaks close to my heart every time i close my eyes.'NOT SO FAR AWAY,YET SO FAR AWAY'.....Nowadays speakin to d sweet person in gud terms & i hope i dont trouble much...I lyk d kindness showered in every word,.....every word spelt out has hidden joy in it & lyk it. Really d person is a "MESSENGER OF GOD" in my lyf & so was d meaning of d person's name..D language spoken by d person was really wonderful to hear but unfortunately all these years i hear it around me except from tat sweet person.... ..I dont want to break d trusti built in d person....... really really put in a lot of efforts to bring it to dis level for d mistake i made..... ..Hope god be on my side ....& wish god keeps d person happy for ever for being so kind in dis world.......All stories might not have a perfect ending....some may be incomplete.....But still it is beautiful in its own way.....I lyk d way it is......EVERYTHING HAS A HIDDEN JOY IN IT........

Mistakes end up in paying penalty !!

2011-09-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

Nobody is perfect in dis world-it includes me too..I do make some mistakes unknowingly at times...but a lot of times i never regret as it happens above my intentions. But certain mistakes in lyf make me regret.
Especially i'm more concerned only when my mistakes affect others & i regret a lot for such instances...Tat is becoz i always wish tat becoz of me someone else lyf shud not be affected in dis world.
Finally in dis world its not always others gettin affected by mistakes.. sometimes self destruction too happens....& end up payin a hefty penalty for my mistake.Of course its my mistake & negligence is not an excuse for the mistake to happen...
There are quite some instances happened in lyf wherein which i got into d illusion of the real world.. "ITS NOT ALWAYS PAIN IS MINE & GAIN IS URS".....May be god has given the skill of remaining silent through the storm....& Once i'm out of it "D GAME WILL BE MINE"...& who soever did d mistake hav to pay d penalty...it might not be now...but the account wil be carried over ...After all its a small world...where everything will be counted .....

Life is wonderful sometimes !!!!

2011-09-11T01:37:00.000-07:00

Its the human mind that brings in all the wonder this life has kept is hidden.I dono how to say it but wen we feel heavy inside we wud lyk to hav some shoulder to support us.
It was really wonderful wen we hav some one who can share the joy & sorrow of our lyf.Wen it comes to sorrow there is a complete difference between sharing and dumping.It feels lite inside wen someone shares our problems.Not everyone in dis fast world has got time to share others problems. Only a very few gud ppl. in dis world has got that kindness. I wish der wer many more such sweet persons exist in dis world so tat d world remains happier. Although felt lil bad of dumping my prob.s but felt really refreshing by the kindness of the sweet person. Really wil do anything in dis world for such sweet ppl.
Feelin tat lyf is wonderful at times ..... thanxxxx........

All wishes doesnt become true

2011-08-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

Right from childhood i had lot of wishes to happen .....but as we know not all our wishes come true...but it doesnt mean that god doesnt give us.It is our fault tat we were unable to realize wat god has given for us.
I remember a lot of times i cried wen my wish never happens but later dont even remember y i wished & wat i wished for....But certain things in lyf cant be forgotten....Lastly in my lyf i wished for something to happen which never happened but it also made a turning point in my lyf...Nowadays i dont wish for anything which keeps my lyf better... Its always wonderful of not having expectations becoz we wont hav any disappointments...

Trustworthiness got no meaning!!!

2011-07-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really wonder whether we r still in a human world...everything seems to be a mechanized way of living where people find it difficult to recognize everyother human being..But luckily the other living animals never changed so and atleast they are together to make their survival...Some thoughts came in mind how d mankind has changed over a period of time,...In d race to survive everyone has become more selfish...and its really hard to trust anyone these days.....we really cant predict how people change but its always better that we remain faithful to ourself,,...Somehow i feel tat being trustworthy atleast we dont spoil anyone else's lyf...but hardly dis world realises d meaning of trustworthiness.....!!!dono where dis world is gonna take us,,,....

Wat a Corporate Lyf...

2011-07-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

Oyee... finally bak in d corporate arena...Wid flyin colors out of college...great expectations....Bak wid a bang...It was wonderful to be in one of d Big 4...Feel lil proud to make it over here...Had a normal induction(not lyk d luxurious one @ head office)but still it was gud over here ....Some kinda of diff.. feeling lil strange to be in IT based culture..Miss tat louder machines which were a part of a mechanical engineers lyf...
But gud to work as individual in cubicles in flashy offices...Someway r other started off wid a technology dono where its gonna take me....Dono whether its right track or not.. but still travelling on it....
Hope wat ever god has given me will be for gud cause....Everyone is happy wid it.. MOM,DAD,Brother ...My gud old friends around me... bak in my favourite place too.... wat else i shud ask god.. he has given all those i wished... Hope lyf starts bak merrily & sails in a calm sea... Hope god helps me...

Back after break !!

2011-05-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hi after a break of 2 years back to corporate lyf...... Nice to be in college for the last 2 years... had a wonderful time as a student....Now tat results came & so ends d MBA chapter.....Its time to wrap up all entertainment & get into some serious stuff in lyf..Looking forward to start my endless career lyf ...dono how its gonna be but....wish god gives a happy starting in lyf,....few more days to go.... Njyoin d stay @ home... eatin & sleeping..... !!!!!

Life has got some meaning !!

2011-01-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

years roll down jus lyk tat...and d lyf seems to be changing ....every day is not d same...dono somehow i started writing my blog for some reasons !!! & i guess there is no need for d blog anymore. ofcourse its not fair on my part to write abt. someone else but i dono somehow d track diverted without my knowledge & something went wrong. I'm wat i'm & watever happens gud/bad its my lyf & d same applies for everyone...everyone got their own lyf & its purpose in dis world...really lyf has got some meaning i guess....i realized off late but still happy to be alive in dis world. As long as i survive here i wish i cud make everyone happy as much as possible and stay peaceful...hope god helps me.. !!!May be its gud to be a open book sometimes and let d whole world know only good useful things....!!!